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Sunday

just got back from the wedding, so i'm doing a load of laundry. then, it's off to camp.

sorry i can't say more, but i love you guys.

later.

12:15 PM

Thursday

Danny, I'm sorry if you're mad at me.
Sean, same goes to you.
Amanda, I don't know if you're mad at me, tell me if you are and I'll apologize.
Abby, I know you're mad at me. I just don't know why. Still sorry.

To everyone else, I'll see you when I get home.

[the schedule]
7.23-7.25: to la crosse for wedding.
7.25-7.29: to camp.
7.29-8.1: to michigan to see family. [i don't know]
8.1-8.10: to wisconsin.

see you all then.
call my cell if you want to talk, i'll have it handy.

9:46 PM

I'm sitting around doing the same thing I've done every day. Come over to Amanda's house, talk about going to the pool and seeing people, and end up on the couch watching tv. [shrug] I guess it's nothing special, because she'd be doing the same thing even if I weren't here. She's currently laying on the couch watching one of those daytime court tv shows. That, or she's fallen asleep. We were going to catch up with Nik and do something, but he went to a movie or something. Just like yesterday, we were supposed to do something with Danny, but for some reason, we didn't. I guess I just want to do something really momentus before I have to leave everyone for three weeks, but apparently that isn't on the menu.
I just want to have something exciting before a wedding, bible camp, and family bonding time. I want to be with my friends, and enjoy it. You know, one last thing to hold on to and savor, and miss them for. I know I'll miss them regardless, but I just want to do something. Something productive, something wild. Something dumb or enticing. I don't care. Just something. Cause since my return, I've done VBS, and layed around at Amanda's house with the occaisonal thrill. I guess I just want a little more, vavoom. But hey, I guess I'm not going to get it. We leave for Wisconsin tonight, and nobody is available. I suppose the last thing I'll do before I go is listen to Texas Justice mingled with Amanda's snoring.

I think I'm going to go take a walk.

Question: Why don't we chase our dreams? [think about it]
Simple Pleasure: Being fearless.

12:03 PM

Tuesday

recap of yesterday, just to catch you all up.
vbs. chilled with amanda, juno, and megan in the pool/apt. greg picked us up, we ate, then went to the pool hall for a few games.

today, vbs. watched more tv than i have the whole summer, went to medicine lake. tubed hardcore.

amanda and i so won.

question: is nothing as it seems? [think about it]
simple pleasure: truly missing someone

8:44 PM

Monday

Do I have a piece of broccoli stuck in my teeth or something?

Jesus Christ

8:13 PM

Sunday

amanda is coming home today~!!!!!!!!

:D

unfortunately, abby won't be home for a couple weeks, and i will most likely be gone by then. :(

I'm going to do my best

AMANDA JUST CALLED ME AND SHE'S HOME!!!!!!!
I'm going over to her house now :) ]

love

5:40 PM

Saturday

Wow, blogger has change a lot since i was last here.

by the way, i'm home now. didn't really have anything special to come home to, but that's nothing short of what i expected. just laying around, enjoying freedom of choice, and sleeping in my own bed.

things i've done since i got home:
watched vh1's i love the 90's
replaced a light fixture
drank a cold pop
exercised hardcore
checked in on my life.

[shrug]

nice to see you all again.

question: why is everything atkins friendly? [think about it]
simple pleasure: a loving dog

12:13 PM

[is going to camp tomorrow morning]

the address there is:
Paige Robson
Camp Warren
3726 Miller Trunk Rd.
Eveleth, MN 55734

Amanda, you damn well had better write me, cause i'll write you.

[i'm such a nerd, i'm going with my sister]

love to all.

3:16 PM

well aren't i just the queen of snap decisions?

apparently i might go to camp tomorrow, with jenna. granted, she'll go on trail and i'll just bum around camp. but it's better to bum around camp then my house. because they have a dark room. and sailboats. and new potters wheels. woot. i'm really excited to go, but not so much for the car ride up. or bus ride. or whatever it is. i really don't know all too much about where i'm going for two weeks, but it'll be fun.

haha. danny is one freaky kid. jenna and i were hanging around in the "intimate apparel" department in kohls poking fun at the granny panties, and i turned around to find danny looking me right in the eyes. well, at first i thought he was jenna. but then i just started laughing. those things happen, though. well, he went off to buy patriotic boxers, and jenna and i went to find mom.

well i've got to find a way to do all my laundry, contact abby amanda and the church, and get my camera and ipod from wisconsin by tomorrow morning. [shrug] where there's a will, there's a way. i believe i can pull it off.

how about you?
what do you think?

question: why are impulses so strong? [think about it]
simple pleasure: smooth sailing

1:17 PM

Friday

abby is coming home on monday.
sean is leaving on sunday.
amanda comes back in 15 days.

i'm watching everyone come and go while i just stand here idly.
i feel so blah, still.

after being at my dad's house, with all the involvement and everything, comeing back home and sitting in my basement feels so wrong. i feel like i'm taking a step backwards from where i was, and that's not something i want to be doing. i was being so productive, and so fulfilled for a short amount of time, and now i'm back.

back to my computer and sporadic sleeping. back to vh1 and frozen pizzas. back to kyle's techno and sherbert push-ups.

back to smashing brick ledges with a hammer.

if anybody wants to do anything, give me a call. my schedule is pretty much wide open and i feel like running amuck.

question: why does it rain concrete? [think about it]
simple pleasure:

6:47 AM